gw (katany) mau dipindahin . .

critany pce gw abis dari malang .
ia , malang .
kotany dedev mnuntut ilmu , hhoo .

trus tdi malam , pce langsung bilang gini ..
'ki , nnti klas dua , tmani adekmu nah skolah di malang'
gw melongo , 'hah ? malang ? sama ama dedev dong !'
pcea menjwb , 'iaa , abis di sana tuh adem , tempat paling tepat untuk blajar , bnyk pohon apelny. nnti di sana kmu di beliin rumah , nnti tinggalny ma uti n helper. eh , coba nany devi pmbyran sma di sana berapa ?'
gw dengan tak banyak bicara lngsung mengesms devi ..
omg , pcea terkena sindroMALANG ,
gilaa ..
apa" tuh psti nymbungny ke malang ..

malahan tiap sarapan , pce slalu memperlihatkan foto anak temenny yg skolah di malang .
smpe" gw bosan ngeliatny .
hhoo .

yang gw raguin ,
kalo gw pindah , brarti gak msuk SITe lagi dong ?
gak masuk SECC lagi ?
gak masuk KIR"HI" lagi ?

dan kekny ,
kalo gw mau msuk organisasi d sana ,
gw bakalan di diksar .
MALANG bener nasib gw ..

tapi biarlah ,
gw bisa ketemu ma salah seorang temen deket gw ,
abiss ..
d smada , gw gak puny temen deket .
gak puny temen curhat ..
wktu smp kan gw gak deket ma safirah n rini ..
mau crita ke ulii , the problem is 'dia sahabatny itu bserta pcrny'
wktu ituu jadian ma ulfah aja dia marah besar ,
dan dia brusaha memperbaiki hub. itu dan pcrny ..
apalagi kalo dia tauk gw suka itw ,
gak stujuu abis dia ..

ada sih mutiah ,
tapi masalahny ,
gw gak se-smp duluu ,
dan gw yakin dia gak bakalan ngeh .
gw rindu ma temen" deket gw wktuu smp ,
saiiankny kita dah terpisah" ,

tapitapi insyaAllah , gw bakalan satu sekolahan ma devi .
dan gw hrus nrima konsekuensiny , yaitu .
diDIKSAR ulang .
hhhoo .

ternyta gw terkenal jugaa iaaa ?

hehe13x .
gw seneng bangetbanget harii ini ,
walopun tadii sempet sial jugaa .
soalny gw gak pake rim jadiiny gw nggak ikut upacara ,
haha13x ,
hebat kan gw ?

tapii kesialan gw ituu gak berlangsung lama .
pas olga tuh kan materiny voli ,
(iaia gw tauk gw pendek tapii gw lumayan kok !)
permainan gw cukup baguslahh .

pas bio jugaa catatan gw bnyk yg minjem ,
soalny cuman gw yang tauk bentuk" virus ,
hehe13x .
aneh banget yah temen sekelas gw ?

binggi ?
pak baso keluar muluu jadii enak bisa crita" ,
yippii .

math ?
ulangan gw dapet 82.5 ,
hebat kan gw ?
matematika gituuu .
wktu d spensix kan mathny pake binggi jadii agak nggak ngeh .
tapii sumpah pas math tadii panas banget !
gara" global warming tuh !
dasarr !

trus kan pulangny ada amazing race SECC ,
di situu tuh kita" diwawancra bwt msuk tim elite ,
gw deg"an lahh .
masalahny gak ada pmberitahuan trlebih duluu .

pos prtama gw di story telling ,
prtama gw gak bakalan bisa akting nih !
tapitapi katany kak tiza ma kak sarah gw lumayan lah .
hehe13x , ^.^v

pos keduaa wwncara official ,
official itw yang atur" tim viking bwt lomba .
gw diwawancra ma kak alvian ,
dan hasilny bgus kekny soalny kak alvian tuhh bilang bagus" ,

pos ketigaa debate .
gw debate ma kak lini ,
bout home schooling ,
dan lumayanlah hasil debatan gw .
nah di sini tuh lngsung dtg kak echy trus blg, 'cantikny ine kw adek !'
*hhhhoooo...*
gw cuman senyum" gituu .

pos keempat tuh tes memorii .
banyak lahh yang gw tauk ,
secara gw suka banget ama yg namany memoriam (mksud lo?)
tapii nggak semua keisii padahal kak rido udah nyuruh bwt isi aja smbarang yg pnting full .
bego gw !

pos kelimaa speech dan gw gak bisa banget !
gw gak suka ama yg namany speech .
tapii kak endhy memaklumilah dan diia tauk kalw gw gak suka speech .
kak tiza jugaa baek ,
didoain dh mudah"an langgeng . .
trus pas mawu ngelapor ke kak fifi kalo udah selese ,
kak endhy bilang, 'psti anak SITe ko juga toh dek ?'
gw ngangguk dan dalam hati, 'gw terkenal jugaaa iaa ?'

nah pas ngelapor ke kak fifi ,
kak fifi bilang gini ,
'dek, anakny ko dokter noor syamsu toh ?'
gw ngangguk dan dalam hati, 'ternyta pce gw terkenal jugaa'

truss kak echy tuh manggil gw si cantik mulu ,
jaddiii maluu .
kak lini juga ikut"an .
kak tiza malah bilangin gw si lucuu .

senengg deh !

tapii maluu jugaa .

doain sukses aja deh !

spread.the.LOVE (kuker abiss !)

if u like someone because he/she has skill to do something , that's not love but AMAZED .
if u like someone because he/she has a good face , that's not love but DESIRE .
if u like someone because he/she is kind at u , that's not love but FLAVOR OF THANKS .

but . . .

if u like someone but u don't know why u like him/her, that's the REAL LOVE .


IMPRESSIVE LOVE ?
is when u dripping ur tears and still care bout him/her ,
is when he/she doesn't care bout u anymore and u still wait him/her with loyality ,
is when he/she started to love another person and u still can smile and say, 'i'm happy for u' .


IF LOVE DIDN'T WORK ?
free urself ,
let ur heart return to widen the wing and fly to the free world again ,

remember. . .

u're possible to find love and lost it ,
but ,
when that love is die , u're not necessary to die with it .


A STRANGEST PEOPLE ,
not a person who always win , but who still stiff when they fall no matter how .
in life journey , u learn bout urself , and realize that regret shouldn't there .
only eternal appreciation on life choices that u made of .


REAL FRIEND ?
understand when u say, 'i forget...' .
wait forever when u say, 'wait a moment' .
still stay when u say, 'leave me alone' .
open the door even u're not knock and say, 'can i enter ur room ?'


LOVE SOMEONE ,
not how u forget him/her , but how u forgive him/her .
not how u listen to him/her , but how u understand him/her .
not what u see , but what u feel .
not how u release him/her , but how u defend him/her .

IT'S TOO DANGEROUS if u dripping ur tears inside ur heart than a big cry ,
tears that go out from ur eyes can be erase , while tears that hide inside ur heart scratching an injury that can't be erase forever .


IN LOVE PROBLEM ,
we seldom win ,
but when that love is honest ,
even lost ,
u still win just because u're happy can love someone more than love urself .


there's a time where u must STOP TO LOVE SOMEONE ,
not because that person stop love u ,
but. . .
because we realize that he/she will more happy if we release him/her .

if u REALLY-REALLY LOVE SOMEONE ,
don't release him/her !
don't believe that release always mean u really-really love him/her ,
but. . .
fight for ur love ,
that's A TRUE LOVE .


it's better if u wait SOMEONE THAT U WANT than hang out with 'available' person ,
it's better if u wait SOMEONE THAT U LOVE than other people in ur surroundings ,
it's better if u wait MR./MRS. RIGHT because this life is too short if u just with 'someone' that means nothing .


sometimes , someone that u love is SOMEONE THAT VERY VERY MAKE U HURT .
and sometimes , friend who bring u into his/her hug and cry with u . . .
is LOVE THAT U'RE NOT REALIZE . .